I had the CUTEST moment with the guy of my dreams last week. I was having a really bad day cuz I had had a bad day the day before because I felt inadequate to a lot of other girls cuz my hair isn't as perfect, my face shape is kinda round, my hand-writing sucks (seriously) and yeah, I could go on. But anyway, later that night, he and I had had a fight over which school he was going to transfer to. It didn't end well. I was supposed to go over to his house the day after to have his mom show us how to make really good cinnamon rolls. (They were delicious, by the way.) We agreed that we wouldn't talk about him transferring at all that day and that we'd just forget about it and spend the day together. (Already pretty cute, huh?)
I went over to his house the next day, and that day was worse than the day before because I had gotten a job opportunity at the pool near my house and I didn't get the job and I DESPERATELY needed it. I was pretty much heartbroken. He was concerned about this, and wanted to make sure I was happy. When I first got to his house, his mom was working on some sewing project so we went downstairs and watched 50 First Dates, which I thought was funny, but it was also really nasty at some points. Not funny.
After his mom had showed us how to make cinnamon rolls, we went back downstairs and were watching this movie about the ocean. *interesting.....* His little sister came down and he told her to use his phone to text his OLDER sister and see when she'd be home. After she did, she wouldn't give his phone back, and I wanted to get it before he did so I told her to give it to me, but then he wouldn't let go of me, so we kind of wrestled, which was funny, cuz he was trying to keep me down the whole time so I couldn't get his phone and I was trying to get out of his grip (which is freakin HULKISH by the way).
I won.
After that, we went up to get food then came back down and were watchin some other movie when his older sister came down and was bein a jerk. She was like "come move my TV for me." without even asking, then when he wouldn't, she started to hit him, and she stole his phone and sent this stupid message saying "i'm a retard never talk to me again" to all of his contacts in his phone. She's 18 years old. Immature much? Sheesh. So then, she brought up the dreaded subject: Him transferring. Instantly I started feeling like I was gonna cry. I wanted to get away from his sister.
"Can we go outside?" I asked, even though it was raining. He looked at me with alarm etched in his expression. He knew exactly what was gonna happen. He handed me his jacket, and we went out in the rain. His sister left to go to the store, so we just stood there for a minute.
"Are you ok?" He asked, approaching me. "You went from yea happy," *stretches out his arms* "to yea happy." *shrinks them to just a few inches apart*
"Your sister brought up the subject that we were trying to avoid today." I said quietly. I had no idea I could talk so quietly.
"Ah." He said, pulling me into an embrace. "Do you want to go sit in the car?"
"Yeah." I said, and we went to the SUV in the driveway. He opened the door for me and I got in, sliding to the middle. He followed, sitting on the edge seat. *Yes, we were sitting in the back seat. I wanted to cuddle up to him*
We continued talking, and I can't remember what was said except for that he said something like "I'll always be yours. You know that, right?" And I said "Well, yeah, I just -." Then my voice broke and the tears flowed.
THIS IS THE KODAK MOMENT
As soon as my voice broke, his arms wrapped tenderly around me and he pulled me into his chest, gently whispering "Shhh, it's alright, Sweetheart" in my ear.
My chest heaved as I tried to keep the unattractive sounds of crying to a minimum, therefore it just came out as choked, shuddered gasps. He stroked my hair and briskly rubbed my back as I sat there, curled up against him. I calmed down for a minute, then he said something else that got me started again just cuz I was feelin so sensitive at that moment, and again, he wrapped me in his arms, saying "It's ok, don't cry." Shortly afterward, his sister came home again, and he took me home.
Talk about a Kodak moment :)
